What is The Loader?

The Loader is a concept, I haven't defined it yet but if i manage to define it before my eventual end I will definitely post it here. Jokes aside my name is <generic name> and I was born at a young age. My interests are in furthering the human race to the stars, Science [specifically physics and more specifically quantum physics], Arts, Computers, Internet culture, etc. I have severe self doubt issues, hatred towards myself, probably undiagnosed autism & ADHD or I am gaslighting myself coz I hate myself & a lazy fuck, and I am determined to not fix them even tho I know how to.

Making of the Loader

The philosophy behind the Loader [more specifically The Game Loader] consists of 3 main modules:

1. First modules has mainly scripts like talking patterns, recursive jokes (e.g. dad jokes), and repeating pattern of behaviours almost bot like etc.
2. The Second modules contains randomness, to simulate randomness I usually go outside or look outside the window to get events and then use it to paste the words related to those events or use music and type out some lyrics, basically i just use external events to direct my textual behavior
3. And lastly the Third module is where the magic lies the magnum opus of the loader protocol, the mask of stupidity and ragebait... so basically the loader has to annoy the living shit out of people using basic or even advanced ragebait by acting oblivious, stupid, etc, as arguing with a fool is a lot harder than arguing with a smart person.

But as time passes by I have slowly stopped using the 1st and the 3rd module (partially), the name change from "The Game Loader" to just "The Loader" is related to it too...
Some events have changed the way I work mentally, Some may call it growth , puberty or whatever but i call it losing my purpose. The "Game" in "Game Loader" used to signify the purpose of the loader i.e. to load the game, now the loader stands without purpose and slowly losing it fracturing his psyche into a amalgumated mess of nothing and everything the Game Loader was. (this shit is too cringe)

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Music

I listen to whatever the algorithm gives me and main stream songs. I am going to be honest here I never thought about liking a specific genre and sticking to it, people like those are missing out on new genres and are kind of a bland/tasteless fetuses who love only love dwelling in attention due to them lacking parental attention & care in their toddler & teenage years. Will be making a playlist of all my liked music!

Music Playlist >:)

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Guess what I made it :D, Its just a yt playlist full of unorganised songs that I like and it will be updated from now on.

Literature

I will write about this when I learn how to read books

Movies

I like some not many {list coming soon}

Video Games

Video games are in my opinion one of the best forms of artistic expression/freedom. I personally perfer games like Minecraft, terraria which are ig more survival focused adventure like video games, I also love colony sims like dwarffortress & rimworld and very lore heavy/story based single player games. I don't have much friends? how did you know? Will also share a list of games i have played and like with some short comments